Newborn parents...

She arrived a few weeks early - but looked absolutely ready to face the world head on. Every move she made was so determined and not once did she seem to regret her decision! Be it the decision to refuse to nurse... or the decision to get her diaper changed. All important decisions in the life of a newborn baby - and she made perfect choices every time.

When I first saw her, for a few minutes I didn't know how to feel. She was the person I have been longing to meet... she was the one I felt connected with 24X7 for the last 38 weeks and now she was out in the world ready to meet me and everyone else. I still felt like it was a dream - that she was still inside me and I would wake up soon and find that we are still one. Soon I realized it wasn't the case... and that brought about a new feeling of detachment that I didn't expect. I felt I was prematurely separated from her and wasn't ready for it. I wanted to be with her all the time and yet share her with everyone else. It was a strange few days - but thankfully only lasted for a short period of time. Then I started truly enjoying her and all she did. It is fun spending all my time with her - she takes up so much of my time and attention that the days and weeks fly by and before I know it - she is almost 2 months old.

Our little daughter is going to be 2 months old soon and it all feels so brand new. We have been parents for 2 months... I have been a mother for 2 months... and our lives have been fuller and prettier for 2 whole months...

Here is to the first 2 months of your life my darling and the next 200 ... may all of them be filled with love and joy always...

Here she comes!

I have seen little humans before... some a day old.. some less than that.. but I have never met someone who is only a few seconds old yet. I cannot wait for that day to arrive when you will be with us. Our eagerness to meet you cannot be expressed in words. There is so much I want to do with you - so many memories we have to make together. I can feel you getting stronger and stronger everyday, with each push and nudge to tell me that you are a strong little girl, our strong little girl and will be a strong willed woman one day. Your Dada and I will be so proud of you... always.
I know our lives will change forever once you arrive - but it will be a change that we both welcome with open arms. We have been waiting for this change for years and went through a lot to see you and finally you will be here! It still feels like a dream, a fantastic and wonderful dream to think that you will be in our arms sooner than we ever thought.
Here's to you and us and a lifetime together of ups, downs and everything in between.